Just the way it is...

Hello there! 7 days to go till Christmas. Am I really excited about it? Okay, call me a doomsdayer but I really wish it's over before it could even start. I so wanted a perfect Christmas with my family, that's it... and I have a feeling this time it's not going to be what I've hoped for. My family's been what Christmas means to me and if I have to take risk at any rate, I would for them. But yea, like I said there are still 7 days and who knows... things may change along the way. I just have to be hopeful about it.